GRRR!

AGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I just want to scream my fucking head off right now and throw the biggest temper tantrum that any one has ever seen! If I have to fix one more mistake or have to apologize one more time for someones incompetence I am going have a meltdown. I just had to in to the back office and cry. I am just so frustrated right now. How is it that the person who's supposed to be my manager can't do anything right? It's so fucking wrong that I'm the one working my ass off and having to pick up the slack and I'm not getting the credit for it. Oh, except for the fact that they only want me working Friday and Saturday nights because I'm the only one they can rely on when it gets really busy. FUCK! THAT IS SOME FUCKING BULLSHIT! The only reason they're making me work those days is because nobody else wants to and it's a fucking boys club around here so the girl gets stuck doing the dirty work. I signed on for AMs only how is it that I'm working 4 PM shifts and only 1 AM? I am so sick of this shit. GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER PEOPLE!

The List

1. Stop eating Junk Food and eat more veggies.

2. Drink more tea and less Diet Coke.

3. Lose 35 lbs and keep it off.

4. Work out more and by more, I mean at all.

5. Let my hair grow out and don't just chop it all off if I get impatient.

6. Go to Prague.

Big step...

So, the boyfriend and I have decided that we are officially moving in together in January. I don't think I could be any more excited. I feel like I should have more to say but it seems like it's way easier to bitch about something than it is to explain how happy I am. It's a big step, a really big step but I am totally ready for it. I've already started picking out sheet sets, I know. So I'll probably, at least for a little while, be using this as an outlet for apartment decorating ideas as well. Yay.

Right now I am surrounded by Lacrosse Parents. Someone please shoot me. The team is crazy loud and their parents aren't any better. The mothers are like Soccer Moms on crack. I never thought I would see three adult women hold hands, jump up and down, and squeal because of how cute they thought they were that day. Ugh. I swear to God if this woman in front of me doesn't control her three screaming children I will jump over this desk and do it myself. I really don't think I could be any more irritated. Now they're riding the luggage cart. I keep starring at the mom wanting to yell this is a fucking hotel not a playground! Jesus, it's parents like that that create stupid, immature, adults who believe they can do whatever the hell they want. I swear these people are so needy! Every five seconds someone either calls to the front desk or comes up here. For the past half an hour I've had three people talking to me all at the same time and the phone has been ringing of the hook. Make your own phone calls and get your own directions. In all fairness I might be extra grumpy because the boyfriend is out of town but these people are ridiculous.

New Day...

Recently I have come to the realization that I am extremely unhealthy and out of shape. I am by no means over weight but I could definitely stand to be a little more health conscious and possibly shed a few pounds as well. So I am now on a mission, although I've already managed to eat 3 miniature candy bars. Other than that, I've been doing pretty darn good. Lot's of veggies, healthy proteins, and good old fashioned exercise for me!

So hopefully after a while,

This:




















Plus this:


















Will equal this:





















Well, a girl can always dream, right?